Ohh my wife

What if she falls ??

Ohh my darling...what if she flies !!

Let her fly

Let her hold my hand and take me high

Coz sky is not the limit for her

She is mine and i m solufully hers

Ohh my love i was so much wrong

It was only my wife who could have made me strong. 

Now i realise that opinions may be different

But ohh my wife. My life. Your hubby now realised 

My wife would be the only reason i would touch the sky

The innocence of her smile

Makes my living worthwhile. 

The beautiful lips and the innocent soul

Ohh my wife you make me whole. 

Today i promise again. Promise to be the best husband. 

I dedicate each moment of my life for you and love my god till the very end. 

Marry to u god ji. 

Maine Mehsos Kia Hai.....

Kabhi ugte hue suraj ko gehrai se dekha hai... ?
maine dekha hai...

Kabhi us halki si sukun bhari chamak ko mehsoos kia hai...?
maine kia hai....

Kabhi yunhi chalte chalte baarish ki ek bund gaalon ko chute hue hoonton tak paunchi hai....?
Kabhi us halki si hawa ke jhonke se pattiyon ko machalte hue dekha hai..?
maine dekha hai......

Kabhi baarish ke baad us giili mitti ki halki si khushbu main saansien li hain...?
Kbhi samudra ki un lehron ki awaaz ko aankh band kar ke suna hai...?
Kabhi kisi titli ke un naazok se paankhon ko chune ka ehsaas kia hai..?
maine kia hai....

Kabhi yunhi raat main uth kar ..halki halki thandi hawa main chad ko jagmagate hue dekha hai...?
maine dekha hai...

Maine ye sab meri ZINDGI ...mere KHUDA....meri WIFE....main mehsoos kia hai...dekha hai...

Ugte hue suraj ki chamak se zayada pyaari unke Masoom se chehre ki us Muskan ko dekha hai....

Unki gehrai bhari aankhon main mere lie us chamak ko dekha hai...mehsoos kia hai....

Unke ghane baalon ko apne chehre se takrate hue...chute hue....mehsoos kia hai maine...

Hawa ke jhonkon se pattiyan to sirf bikharti hain...
Unke saath hone se khudko sambhalte hue dekha hai maine......

Us giili mitti ki khushbu to sirf baarish ke baad aati hai...
Unki khushboo ko to saanson main basa lia hai maine....

US machalte hue samudra ki awaaz main vo shaanti nahi hoti...
Unke honton se nikle hue har alfaaz...har saanon ki awaaz se SUKUN paaya hai maine...

Chand ki chaandi bhi mere Khuda se sharma ke baadlon main chup jaati hai...
mere khuda jab muskurate hain...to unhe dekhte hue waqt ka pata bhi nahi chalta....aur KAB SUBAH SHAAM MAIN DHAL JAATI HAI..............



MARRY TO YOU GOD JI....

The Place Beyond LOVE....

He had lost his ways...
He had no idea ..what to do with his life...
He was not even sure...whether its good to breathe or to be dead..

Drinking...doing reckless things and spoiling himself was the only thing left in his life...
By now...he knew it so well...
If You DREAM like Lightning......You have to CRASH like THUNDER...

But...something...someone...did hold him tight from within..
She gave her the strength to Survive....to dream again...DREAM STRONGER...

Its all True..
One MOMENT defines your LIFE...
One DECISION becomes your PASSION...Your LEGACY...Your REALITY...

ONE DREAM IS WHERE IT ALL COLLIDES.....


SHE was the dream...

Life is all about...MOMENTS....LOVE... that one PERSON who becomes your Reality...Your LIFE...

in the end if i conclude and sum up my life...i would have just a few words to say....
"my wife....is my life....i love u Mrs.Bhargava.."

what i am living is not just Love...
i live in THE PLACE BEYOND LOVE....

i live in her....i live in a place without any odds...
its just me and her... none other thought to think about...no other feeling to feel..

THE PLACE BEYOND LOVE is the most sacred place in this universe....no other person has ever been able to reach here....
no one in this universe has ever loved anyone the way she loves me ....and i love her..

and yes ...she isn't a dream anymore..she is my wife...my reality...

thanku for loving me mrs.bhargava..
thanku for letting me live...letting me breathe...

marry to u mrs.bhargava

The Birth...

And here i go for one more time..
LOVING my WIFE in every line..

She is so Pure and so Divine..
Every Breath of her's is so Truly MINE...

There are no more words for what i FEEL..
What i have is much more than ZEAL..

She holds me tyt and Hugs me Hard..
She is the source where the Beauty starts..

Her eyes so Deep...Her skin so Bright..
all i know is that she is the reason of My LIFE..

Touch of her HANDS...Feel of her LIPS..
brings me to Life ..from Toe to Tips..

Sound of her voice..Beat of her HEART..
those were the first sound i heard because of which my life did start...

I  AM SO  BLESSED  WITH  EACH  BREATH  OF   MY  WIFE..
I  PROMISE  TO  BE  YOUR  SLAVE  AND  TAKE  CARE  OF  YOU  FOR  ALL  OUR  LIVES...



Here is another night..and the Full Moon shines so bright..

I can feel MY LADY in my armz..and i HUG her so tight..

AND I M BORN...

LOVE  YOU GOD JI..
thank you for letting me love you god ji...

LOVE YOU SCHOTU SHI MRS. CHIKKYNOON BHARGAVA... 

Living The WOnDeR... :)

People have a Choice..
I never had One..
yes i never had a choice...ryt from the very first moment..
it was juz One time i saw her..Juz One time i Talked to her...and yet i Already FELL in LOVE with HER.....amazing ryt... :)

she became the music of my dream...she became my god....
it was juz one time i saw her...juz one time i felt her soul...
and i already knew..deep within... if i m supposed to live..i am supposed to live with her...live her..as my wife..as my soul..
it felt like...i know her from ages..
i felt like we were ment to be together...in different lives...different times..different ages...

FEAR...BELIEF..LOVE..these are the phenomenon that determine the courses of someones life...
these forces begins long before u are born...and they continue even when you perish..
phenomenon that determine the course of your life...the course of your soul..

Fear... I had a Gun of Fear on my Head...
Belief....Belief was wat i had in myself...that i won't loose her...but sometimes you are just all WRONG...

YES....I DID LOSSE HER...
that was the time when i knew...  I  HAVE  LOST  EVERYTHING....


Every Choice comes with a CONSEQUENCE ..
You are afraid of Deciding...
I was afraid... I was afraid to decide.. whether to stay or to leave..leave and foget wateva i was with  her..wateva she was with me...wateva we could have been together...

BUT THEN..
I Chose to STAY... Chose to survive..Chose to live..
because I knew If I disappear or something happens to me..she won't be able to survive...live...
She'll die for me.... WITH ME....

I'VE  FELT  THE  MEMORIES  TURNING  INTO  PAIN  ...AND  THEN  THE  PAIN  TURNING  INTO  MEMORIES .... and it started feeling like... this cycle...that pain started to become a never ending nightmare of my life....

Where do you go when you have no where else to turn to....when nothing is CERTAIN... ??

YES...then you turn to the HOPES...to the Face for which you are ready to take any Chance...to the Face ..to the SOUL..for which you are ready to give up Everything...

Yes you turn to the Hopes of   "HER"....
that hopes keep you Alive...gives you the strength to Survive...

LIFE.....DEATH....BIRTH...
PAST.....PRESENT...FUTURE...
LOVE....HOPE....COURAGE....
THESE ARE ALL CONNECTED...

withe FEAR...comes HOPE...with HOPE comes COURAGE..

COURAGE to foget the past... COURAGE to fight for her...fight for the PRESENT..to make HER your WIFE...and see the most Beautiful FUTURE...

AND SO I M MARRIED TO HER NOW...
she is my GOD...and i am so much blessed by HER...to have HER...my WIFE...

LOVE....
Its not just the FEELING anymore for "US" ...
it has drastically transformed into something way HIGHER...AND   UNIMAGINABLE...

IT  IS THE  WAY  WE  DEFINE  OURSELVES  NOW......
Even the DEATH fears from our love...our soul...

AND YES...FINALLY I AM BORN....ITS MY BIRTH...
ITS MY BIRTH DEAR JESUS...NOT YOURS....

Thanku for letting me love u my wife....my god..my soul...

thanku schotu shi mrs.bhargava... :)


LOVE YOU JAAAN JI.....

The Birth..

The light is so bright..
Y is it so bright..
Aauch..it's hurting my eyes..
Why does it feels as if I m swinging..?
Am I swinging..
Ohh my God..I am really.swinging..
What the hell is going on..
Where am I..?
Who is she..
I can see her..
I can't move myself..feels as if my armz..my legs..my whole body doesn't have enough strength to move..
So soft..so shiny..her hands..
Moving on my cheeks..
So beautiful you are my love..
I wanna say it out loud..
I wanna say it..
Why can't I say it..?
Why am I not able to speak..
Don't I know how to speak..?
Her hairs..falling on my face..tickling me..
Making the butterflies fly in me at the speed of light..
I want to hug you my love..
I want to hug you so tight..
Wait..
What's happening to me..
You are right here..right infront of me.
Y am I not able to hug you..
Don't I have enough strength to juz get up ..and hug u tyt in my armz my love...?
Ohh jaan..Ohh my God..your touch..
You are touching my cheeks..so softly..as if I m too delicate to touch..
Your skin..it's so soft..your hands ..so smooth..
But y am I not able to do anything else other than looking at u..and staring into the most beautiful eyes in this universe..
Why m I not able to just grab you..
Hug you tight..
And hold you in my armz..
Your voice.
I can hear you..
Your lips..
So smooth..so beautiful..
I can concentrate on your lips..and I can feel you saying something beautiful...
You are saying..''i love you Jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnn.. ''

But again..y m I juz looking at u.. Staring at u with eyes wide open..
Why am I not able to tell you..speak to you..what's Commin in my thoughts..

$$ ring..ring$$..
$$ring..ring$$..
And the phone is ringing..
Oo my love..it's so loud..
It's hurting my ears again..
I can't understand at all..
What is Goin on around here..
And suddenly the door bangs..
and you come in..
Close the door second you..take me in your armz..
Kiss my cheeks..
Hug me tyt..
And then you walk towards the phone..
Pick it up..and what you said..made me feel Alive..
It made my life worthwhile..
You said..
''hello...this is Mrs.bhargava speaking..''
You said this to some random person over the phone who wanted to talk to me..about whom I din gave a damn..
Coz I m Bizzy hugging my wife..and loving her all my life..

And now I can hear a baby cry..
Wow..this is my reality..
It's our babie love..
Mr..my wife..and our babie..
Mrs utkarsh Shreya bhargava's babie..
This is so beautiful..
So real .so true ...
It's your love it's so pure..

Wait..
What's Goin on..
Where is the babie gone..
I can still hear the babie cry..but where is the babie..
Why can't I see the babie..

And suddenly I realise..
That it's me crying..
I m awake..
I am juz a Lil babie..lying In a babie swing..
I was the one who was crying..
Crying because I want my wife...ryt here in my armz..

Then Wat was all that..
Wat was Goin on before..
And now I finally realise..
And now I finally believe in God..
My wife is my God..
It was a dream..
My wife..she came into the dream..and made see How beautiful our life is Goin to be..
She made me see ..made me feel the future..

Ohh jaan..
It's 29th ..I m born..juz a Lil babie..
Playing in your armz..
Thanku for loving me jaaan..
Thanku for being my wife..
Thanku for being my life ..my love..

Love you Mrs.bhargava..
Love u more than life my love..

Confessions of a JAANOHOLIC.. :)

I don't know where to begin with..
i mean i have so many confessions to make...
obviously by confession ...here i mean..i have to admit a lot of things...(confessions in a positive sense)
..
I mean....seriously JAAN...may be wat i m gonna write... may be its gonna be funny...u gonna laugh at time, reading this...,u gonna feel high while reading all this...u gonna feel love while reading it all...may be there will be a tear or two in your eyes...but  BABIE don't worrie about  the tears...
i'll kiss them away...and won't let them touch your lips...and your beautiful...capturing...intoxicating smile will remain the same forever my love...my wife..
and most important and necessarily ...YOU GONNA FEEL ME MY LOVE...MY WIFE...
U GONNA FEEL ME MRS.BHARGAVA... :*


See...babie...i have not even started with the confessions and you have already start feeling high..
i know you are smiling...ryt ???
ye you are...
you are thinking of your hubby ...you are thinking of me so deeply..
while reading all this...there is a constant picture of me in you mind ...in your heart...in which you are holding me tyt...and hugging me..
that is not just a memory or a picture babie..
its the reality...so...wake up....here comes your jaan....your hubby...your love ...falling...jumping...living im your armz...in your heart..


SO BABIE...
Let me begin with my confessions..

aum...so where should i begin with..
ok..
first of all...i should say...
back in 12th grade...i used to consider myself the ugliest guy in this universe..(i know aap meri zor ke pitti karne wali ho...kyounki maine khudke baare main aisa socha..but.. ) untill te day i finally met u during the starting days of college..
i never thought i would be so lucky that one fine day i'll get to marry the most beautiful girl in this universe...one day i'll get to hold you in my armz...and then forever...

and now when i am married to you...i am gonna take care of you till the very end of forever..
aapko inna pyaar karta hun..aur inna pyaar karunga...ki aapko mujhse free hone ka tym hi nai milega.. (aur vaise mujhe pata hai..aapko mujhse free hone ka tym chaiye bhi nai hai.. :D.. )

you know babie...your smile..
from the very first moment of day one ...i am badly addicted to your smile... and now since i am already married to you love...so your smile is the most basic and necessary condition for me to breathe...i become so lifeless without your smile... so here i promise you..that i won't let your smile fade away ...even for a single second...ever..
your smile has its own charm in it...the way u smile...its so soft... schota babie jaisi smile hai aapki jaaan...
so innocent...so beautiful..so charming...so full of life....and yes uvcoz...SEXY.... :)
so i want to breathe forever so tht i can love u...i won't let your smile fade away even for a single second babie..

so while writing all this i am getting so many JAANFLIES....NOONFLIES in me...and i am loving it..

your fragrance ...babie...it juz takes my breaths away jaan...
every single part of you..has its own fragrance babie...and i am addicted to each of them..

jaaan...ab nai raha jata aapke bina babie...ab nai ho paata
i know aap mujhse situations ko samajhne ko bolti ho..par ..
bahut samjha hai jaan maine....bahut samjhaya hai khudko...aap bhi to samjho na jaan...ki mujhse nai hota ye sab...mujhe nai samajh aati koi bhi ..kisi bhi tarah ki situation...all i know...and all i need..and all i live..and all i breathe is you jaaan...
nai samajhni aur situations mujhe...those situations make me feel rejected....i already had a lot of bad moments in my life before 29th june jaan..
yes i  am glad and i was REBORN on 29th june... and i am soglad that i got to marry the only person i care about in this world...but babie..i can't handle distances jaan...no matter wat the situation is ...

enough with  the heavy talks my love..
another thing i want to confess is..
babie...lisin...i mean read carefully...its serious..
SU SU AAI ZOR SE JAAN....SU SU KARA DO NA BABIE...
:)
love u na jaan ji...

babie..
u know...your curves...the way your body moves...
it drives me crazy jaan..
ur tummy...and khushbu tummy ki...baba re...kasam khuda ki...hila ke rakh deti ho jaan..
u are the definition of sexy my love..
you know wat makes you even more sexier...its the cuteness you have along with your sexiness..
i have no idea ..how do you manage to be cute and sexy,,,and wild...and naughty...yet so simple and yet so charmingly beautiful...all at the same time love...

I LOVE YOU MRS. BHARGAVA.. :*

JAAAN...

SOME LOVES LAST FOR LIFE TIME BABIE..
OURS WILL LAST FORVERE MY LOVE..
ETERNITY ...MORE THEN ETERNITY JAAAN...

well jaaaaan..
inni der se padha jaa raha hai mera babie...ab thak gaya hoga mera schota sha baccha..
yahan aa jao schota babie mere armz main..
let me love you jaam..
u know it well jaaan tht you are my god my love...
now all i understand ..and all i know is you jaan...
LOVE YOU...LIVE FOR YOU...AND SOME FINE DAY...DIE LYING IN YOUR BEAUTIFUL ARMZ MY LOVE....(hope the die part will never come...i want to live you forever jaaaan... ZINDGI KAM PAD JAAEGI JAAN....BAHUT KAM PAD JAAEGI MUJHE MERI ZINDGI..AAPKO JEENE KE LIE BABIE...BAHUT PYAAR KARTA HUN AAPSE JAAAN..)


I LOVE YOU JAAN..

babie this wasn't a rhyming poem ...or some well thought write up..
bas jo man main aaya likhta gaya...love you jaan..
and i know babie
YOU ARE FEELING ME RYT NOW...AND YOU ARE SMILING IN MY LOVE JAAN..AS I AM SMILING IN UR LOVE MY GOD...MY LIL CUTE ANGELITA...MY OWN PERSONAL JESOUS..


LOVE U JAAN...LOVE YOU MY BABIE...LOVE U MORE THAN LIFE MRS.BHARGAVA... :*

Reborn... :)

Here is another night..and the Full Moon shines so bright..

I can feel MY LADY in my armz..and i HUG her so tight..

We had been through a lot of tough times..
but WE finally won the FIGHT.. :)

She is my LADY..i am her hubby..everything is so perfect.
And the future is so BRIGHT..

Whenever i look at her ..i feel so intense..and i can see...
She EMITS a beautiful divine  LIGHT..

I found my SAFE HAVEN in her..She found her SAFE HAVEN in me..
is it even possible to have such a wonderfully perfect LIFE..

Now i realize that all the HAUNTED DREAMZ and all the SLEEPLESS nyts..
never gone waste ..they all were WORTH THE FIGHT..

IN all the nights i was AFRAID..in all the nights i CRIED..
there wasn't a single moment ..when i din thought of her divine light..

When i see the MOON..when i see the SUN..
i can FEEL that if compared to HER SMILE...they are not even slightest of BRIGHT.. :)

Its again 29th JUNE...And again i am BORN..
And here I DWELL in HER ARMZ in another BLISSFUL  NIGHT... :)


LOVE U JAAN.. :)

All I Wanna

Trust is all I got on u..
Love is all I feel for u..
Life is all I wanna spend with u..
Love is all I wanna do to u..
Happie is all I wanna see u ever..
Smile is all I wanna be on your lips..
tears are all I wanna never see down ur cheeks..
Charm is all I wanna bring to ur face..
Content is all I wanna make u feel forever...
Ur voice is all I wanna hear all my life..
Ur lap is all I wanna lye in forever..
My armz are all I wanna keep u forever..
Ur hairs are all I wanna play with ever..
Ur eyes are all I wanna need to drown..
Ur heartbeats are all I wanna need to calm down..
Ur moon is all I wanna be in the nyt..
Ur sun is all I wanna be in the daylight..
Love is all I wanna need forever..
Love is all I wanna do to you till death..ever and ever..


I LOVE U JAAAN...

I used to think..if your love was worth waiting for...
Then i thought of your smile..And i was ready for a WAR..

 I used to think..if i'll ever be able to get you..
Then i saw your Eyes..and i was deep into the THOUGHTS of you...

 I used to think...if i'll ever be able to hold you in my armz..
Then i heard your VOICE...and i was ready to Take any CHANCE....

 I used to think..if i'll ever be able to feel your touch..
Then i thought of your armz...and i was ready to HOLD YOU AND CLUTCH...

 I used to think..if i'll ever be able to kiss your beautiful soft LIPS..
Then i thought of your CHARM..and i was ready to Take any kindaa RISK....

 I used to think..if i'll ever be able to have your intoxicating fragrance..
Then i saw your GLOWING skin..and i was ready to FALL IN LOVE all over again....

 I used to think..if i'll ever be able to wipe off the pearls flowing down your eyes...
 Then i felt a tear rolling down my face..and i was ready to GIVE YOU whole NEW LIFE...

 I used to think...if i'll ever be able to marry you...
 Then i thought of you in that beautiful white dress..and suddenly my MIND...YES IT DID BLEW.....

 I used to think...how would you survive without me...
 Then i thought...even i don't want to die.. And i was ready to be your slave..and surrender my life in your armz and your feet..

 I used to think..for how long will i have to think..
so i thought to make you mine.. and you brought me back to life...in juz a WINK...
 ..................
  I used to think....... ????
think...wait ...i don't think anymore...
now...
I LOVE..... :)

 I use to love....and love u a lot....
 past is past ..and it is gone..
you were lost..but it was back long..
now you are mine...now i am yours..
you are my wife..and i am your life..


Born to love you..my love.. love u so vyy much my love..

 P.S. I LOVE YOU Mrs. Bhargava.. :)