LOVE BEYOND FOREVER

its so bright.. wat is it.. so full of life.. what's it.. is it a person..is that her....so bright..so full of life.. emitting so much life... who is she.. she is coming closer..I can feel her presence..her fragrance.. am I watching a dream.. I used to dream of her evry single night.. and evry single day..evry single moment of my life.. there wasn't a second tht passed without her thought.. is this a dream.. I have the habit of waking up from her dreamz....and realizing tht..dreamz always do not come true.. but thn how is it possible.. she is walking towards me..and damn..she is walking faster and faster..why is she running.. is she about to hit me or something.. this myt be a dream.. she always was a dream.. no.. omg.. and she jumped on me..and hugged me tyt.. and whisperd in my ears.. ''i m all urs my love..'' and kissed me ryt on my forehead..and thn my lips..so smooth..I can feel her soft lips touching mine..her breaths..on my face.. and yes she is my reality now.. I can feel her love...I can feel her so intense.. her love is so true..so pure.. and get cuteness .. beyond comparison.. the way she looks at me..the way she smiles at me..the way she hugs me..says it all.. her love...drives me..keeps me goin..she is my life..and I can feel myself alive now.. living her is the best feelin in this universe...and it is the one and only feeling I love for..trust me..one and only.. people need reason..need excitement to live life...they need air to breathe. .. blood to flow.. mind to think..heart to beat..senses to feel... I need her to breathe.. she flows in me.. she's all I think..she beats in me..and she's the only feeling I feel.. our love is beyond eternity...beyond forever.. I won't ever get tired of loving her...kissing her..hugging her..making her feel my love...forever nd ever.. all I have is her now.. she is the source of cuteness in this universe.. she is the source of beauty in this universe.. she is the source of my life.. I m her..she is me.. and our love is more thn.. ''THE LOVE BEYOND FOREVER'' live u jaan..love u babie.. :*

and u brought me back to life.. :)

I was lost .. I was dead.. there were tyms I was sad.. I was broken .. I was stolen.. so many words were left unspoken.. I cried a lot.. I died a lot.. but for your smile..yes I smiled a lot.. feelings were hidden.. thoughts were written.. couldn't do anything accept watching u with wide eyes open.. prayed to God.. yes I've prayed a lot.. cried like hell .. yes I've cried a lot.. dreamt of you.. yes I've dreamt a lot.. waited for you to be mine.. yes I've waited a lot.. and yes the wait is over now.. yes it's over now.. hands in hands we walk again.. dream in dream we dream again.. me and you..the perfect few.. my feelings for you.. yes..they are so true.. all the pain I took.. the nyts I cried.. all make sense now.. u love me so true..so deep.. I love u babie..I love u my life.. although this writeup doesn't rhyme..or doesn't sound gud.. but all I know is u'll love it coz u love me..nd I love u so true.. :) love u love..

Happily Ever After..

And the bells are ringing.. I can hear the soothing sound of bells...prayers.. everything seems so bright...so white.. so full of life.. and I m waiting for her .. juz for one look of hers.. one glance... bright sun light on the huge doors.. I am standing near the doors..waiting for her.. and there ..I can see a shadow.. ooo..my dear God.. I m in love with her shadow.. and the wind flows.. Aaaahhhh.. the fragrance..so soothing..so lovely..so lively..the fragrance so strong..tht can bring any dead to life.. and there she steps in.. I can see her white dress flowing behind her.. even the dress is feeling so lucky that it got a chance to be on her.. and now I can see her.... flowers in her hands..white roses...I can see the flowers smiling coz she is holding them in her warm hands.. and m standing there ..my armz longing for her ..my hands dying for her touch.. Ohh dear God.. I can see her.. such a beautifully crafted body..such a pure soul..eyes so charming...her body glowing...her beauty is flowing...evry other gal in this universe can feel complex from her divine beauty.. and there she steps in.. everybody is standing ..with eyes wide open...looking at the only angel in this universe.. and she moves her hand forward...finally giving me chance to hold her warm beautiful hand....got a chance to hold her waist..the waist for which any living or dead person in this universe could have died for.. now we moving on the red silk carpet..people showering flowers on us.. white petals. the bells are ringing.. people humming songs.. and I slowly make her step up on the dice.. and holding her hand.. and finally surrendering my life to her.. her beauty..her soul..she is my goddess now..my angel... taking all the wows in front of God.. in front of the universe.. and promising her to love evry single second..evry single moment of my life. till my very last.heartbeat... till my very last breath.. I will love u ..u are my body..you are my soul now my love.. only thing I saw...I see..and I'll ever be able to see is u my love..just ur deep beautiful eyes.. and I promise to be ur man for all our lives.. I won't ever give u even a single moment...a single chance to feel even a lil low.. won't let any tear touch ur beautiful lips.. won't let any problem come to ur mind.. will love u so much tht even the God of love won't be able to face me ever again...because he'll know tht my love is much more beyond eternity... and with this..i got my life.. I got my wife.. I can't xpress wat I m feeling inside.. its so wonderful...feels so satisfied.. will love u jaan evry day and all the nyts.. and with this the priest says... ''You May Now Kiss The Bride'' LOVE YOU MY ANGEL..THANKU JAAN FOR MAKING ALL MY LIVES SO BEAUTIFUL MY LOVE.....

THE TALKING WHISKY

"We used to be together silently for hours... Not a word to be spoken.. I used to come to U when I was sad..depressed.. You would burn me down..only for me to feel the pain of burning ...instead of the other pains i was suffring from.. And there was some solace in that silence for both of us... It used to make my heart feel lighter and it was the only conversation I used to have with anyone... There was something magical in your tase to which i was addicted to.... Maybe the burning sensation diverted me from my pains.. I felt guilty but I used to long for you to come to me. You were the world to me.... But now I haven’t seen you for a while... You must have found someone to share your sorrows, someone who doesn’t just sit silently beside you but lends you some painful words.. i am happie for you.. that you now have someone else..to share your pains...ur essence.. I can't be with you anymore.. You were never that strong ...that i could hold on to you.. so i am leaving you alone from now forever.. don't ask me ..why i am doing this to you.. I have to do all this just because i've found someone more stronger than you.. your addiction was nothing as compared to her.. your essence is so dull....her fragrence so much more stronger than you.. i used to be with you..so that i can share my pains and sorrows.. but now i have no more pains left in my life.. i've finally found my life.. thanx for being with me for so long and helping me to foget my pains for atleast a few moments.. now i love her...and she is my life.. so our journey ends here... gonna miss you. don't worrie ...we'll see each other occasionally..but don't get jelous ...because every time i'll see u.. she'll be with me... and trust me she tastes the best... your taste was nothing as compared to her.. so here's my final gudbye.. :)"
 This was the last conversation i had with my one last sip of Whisky... :)
 I love You My Love.... <3 b="b">

teach me..show me..tell me..know me...

Teach me to stop caring
When I think of what we were
Teach me to stop thinking
When I see you evrywhere

Show me how to live again
When you're not here with me
Show me how to fight the fact
That we're not meant to be

Tell me that I'll be alright
And my life will be okay
Without you right here by my side
To hold my hand each day

Let these teardrops wash away
Don't let this heartbreak last...
Let me let go like you did
For you've forgotten me so fast

konw me..u know me so well..
still u r not with me..
don't you know my luvly shell..
this was neva ment to be..

some day..a day'll come..
u'll mis me so much..
some day..a day'll come..
u won't be able to feel my touch..



no strings attached...

juz U ..all over ME....

yes i know this feeling..
i have felt this way before..
so much desperate...so INSECURE...

even small distances from u are unbearable..
come back to me..my own angelish angel..

waiting for you is a killing feeling..
even small wounds seems like..they are never healing..

i keep on telling myself that i am perfectly fine..
but the truth is..i miss u so much..it starts to feel like a fading sunshine..

i am just strong on the surface..not all the way through..
i had never been perfect.. i always NEEDED YOU...


i am there to turn your tears to ROSES..
i want only u..till the very end..until my eyes finally closes....


and here i promise..
as long as i am BREATHING...
one thing that will keep on increasing are just my FEELINGS..
i'll never let you be alone..
you'll never ever find me gone..
wenever you'll close your eyes you will find me around..
i'll be always there following you silently..like your SHADOW on the ground....

hug u...

Kya likhun......

i am sorry.... :(

I am sorry for considering u my best frn.
I am sorry for the time we spent....

I am sorry for trusting u blindly.
I am sorry for loving u infinitely...

I am sorry sorry..i was totally into YOU.
I am sorry for always being there for U...

I am sorry for calling u late in the nights.
I am sorry for always being by your side...

I am sorry for loving you in my every breath.
I am sorry for being with u till the sunset...

I am sorry for considering you my own sunshine.
I am sorry for being addicted to u...like a drunkard to a wine....

I am sorry for hugging u tightly.
I am sorry for praying for u to the almighty...

I am sorry for txting you all the time.
I am sorry for seeing u in every single dream..every single time...

I am sorry for every tear u cried.
I am sorry for your beautiful sight...

I am sorry for every time i wrote about you.
I am sorry for evrytime i tried not to think of you...

I AM SORRY...

OR SHOULD I SAY.... "AM I SORRY....?"

hold my hand...

weneva u have tear in ur eyes..
hold my hand nd look at the skies...
feel that warmth..that is always there for u..
wethr its dusk or dawn...i'll be always by the side of u..
juz think of me once for a while..
nd i promise from all my heart...i'll bring back that sweet smile...

I'll always be beside you until the very end..
wiping all your tears away, being your angel friend....
I'll smile when you smile and feel all the pain you do..
and if you cry a single tear, I promise I'll cry too....

GOD'S GIFT... :)

missing u....

Not all scars show.....
Not all wounds heal.....
Sometimes.. u can't always see....
the pain sumone feels...

missing u is like missing my own shadow...
even in the brightest of the sun...nd the deepest of the sea..
now i feel so low...nd so shallow....

if u'll try to feel slightest of the pain i feel...
u'll start crying coz u'll realise that my love was real...

missing u is like missing my own voice...
doesn't matter how hard i shout...i m left with no other choice...

i was the one who helped u out..to find the real u..
but in the end..u kicked me off...by the tip of ur shoe...

missing u is like missing my own charm..
now i can't even feel..if i am cold or warm...

u were the one who made me feel the feeling of loving someone from all my heart..
why are u leaving me alone...i am just breaking apart...

missing u is like missing my own smile..
now m not sure...even if my living is worthwhile...

u were the one who promised me ..we'll never be apart..
then why r u not wid me.. like the seperate chambers of the human heart... :"(

missing u is like missing my all the senses...
u r special...i mis u so much...i don't want any distances...

still i say wid all my heart...
don ever cry...if u ever fall..
coz i won't ever let u reach the ground..
TRUST ME my heart....i'll always be AROUND....


P.S.- feel those feelings...
all those lines are full of meanings..
i don evr wanna loose u..
u r the only one whose hand i'll evr wanna hold to...

mis u...inna sara.....